Another one

Ha ha ha. Just got the another mail from her. She hates this blog, hates me, hates everything about me. K fine. So she liked the blog or pretended to like it only because of my birthday. This is what she wants me to think. But the mail was so uncharacteristic of her. She never says 'foot' and all. She behaves rude sometimes but not this way. I remember her saying one day," i can make you hate me". I said," it's not going to happen". Slight change now. IT'LL NEVER HAPPEN. This blog will go on and on. This isn't foolishness.

The end BEGINS

Well, i didn't think that i will be continuing with this blog but there are many pieces still left. Ok before that. I gathered courage somehow and sent a mail to all her ids without knowing which is the right one. She replied but wasn't interested. Well who will be after behaving like such a loser in the previous times. After some exchange of words showed her this blog. She was quite impressed. She likes me like me. Don't think she's the one who gives importance to looks, wealth and all. But don't know whether she liked this blog because it's my birthday that day. Anyhow she liked me as myself that's enough for me. Also she accepted my friends request in Yahoo. I asked her to be in my friends list atleast. She is doing just that, nothing more. She is not chatting with me but at least she has accepted my request. Feels so good to see her name in my list. I'm staring at it endlessly. But it's even more intriguing. Like having a rasagulla in front of you and not eating it. It's ok i can't torture her further. It's not fair on my part. She will talk to me one day. Whatever happens life must go on.

The day i'm waiting for

As i said i'm really bad at naming the posts. All text done hear is straight from heart no dictionary or thesaurus of any sort is used to make it gloomy. All might think that the day when she accepts my proposal will be the biggest day. NO. I have in my mind the day in Coffee day i'll introduce her. As i've said to them," machi oru naal elarum avanga avanga aloda coffee day la meet pandrom. Ithu nadakum". It'll be an 8 seater. 3 seats each on both sides and 1 seat each on the other two sides. Those 6 seats will be filled by my friends, one by me and one by my princess. Everyone will be dumbstruck. I want them to chant them in chorus," unna ellam epdi da eva love panna". i'll reply," It is written".
This scene is what comes in my dream again and again. May be it's too much of ask may be i'm over enthusiastic. Whatever. It is written. Because Amores perros.