RAM, my RAVAN. PART-2

He came back. What the fuck. What did i do this time. I told her about it. Mummy mummy that boy hit me. Again y i behaved like this. God only knows. Maybe even god doesn't know too. He too must have loved some angels na. This time it was related to some forum in Sowrashtra community. He said that i'm making her profile vulnerable. That bastard had said that she was like a sister to him. Then Y the hell do u care man. When i said this to her. She replied, "omg, OMG". U know whats the beauty then i didn't know what OMG means. It's Oh My God. Wow, What a time to learn a lesson. No one's gonna love a person who doesn't even know what omg is. OMG. Then she said that she doesn't have any problem with scolding him and said she believes in freedom of speech. I asked whether she believes in freedom of fist. She laughed. I just love her hahahahaha. Will do anything for that. Ok back to topic. When i asked that i didn't really sound like a hero. Well, i'm not one but atleast ..... K lets leave it. So again i went in the Ahimsa way and didn't reply. Wow what a man i'm.

RAM, my RAVAN.

This is really one heck of an incident that i forgot to put before. I haven't seen a worst fuckin bastard like Ram. He was a saurashtrian too. With specs and fair complexion typically looked like an ambat bhat. Bastard. During that GMT IST scraps. That idiot had scrapped me something like i'm spoiling her scrap book r some damn fuckin thing that i don't remember now. That was the first night that i chatted with my Meghna so was not really in a mood to fight. But i should have done with that. Instead i scrapped him ( What a moron I AM ) and thanked him for his advice. Bloody mother fucker. I should really have gone on to scold him, at least she would have thought that i'm a man. Shit. You know what happened coz of that she actually went and thanked him. All my fucking mistake. Shit again. In order to impress her he should have gone and wooed her directly, Y my bloody scrapbook. Well, even i didn't tell her directly instead writing this bloody blog. Huh

The height of exuberance

VA talks were really going on fine. Thanks to the movie we had some common topic to discuss. I still remember her saying that she liked the conversation between Divya and Surya about kissing or something. Just after some days of Varanam ayiram talk (during which we really got close [at least i thought so]) then a shock. A shock i liked. She said that her relationship status was a LIE. I was over the top, as if she had said I'LL MARRY YOU. That idiot had done that for an ICE CREAM. How lame. Can you believe it.

The VA talk

I think some 2 days after i saw Varanam Ayiram. I saw her status in yahoo messenger which read, "currently watching Varanam Ayiram". I was thrilled. I messaged, "see it. Sameera character is just like you. Once you watch msg me". She went then. That night or evening i'm not sure, It was real fun. Talked and talked about VA. We were discussing each and every scene. I said that 99 percent scene reminded me of her. She too thought so. Was 'flirting' for the first time in my life. I know she was committed then but still can't resist talking to her. Had a real sweet chat. I just laid down in the bed but couldn't sleep. It was a real great feeling. Only then i knew how good it feels to be in love.

First Disappointment

I used to frequently visit her profile. Her exam got over that day I think. That time my eyes were glued onto that 'committed' tag. I must confess that i was officially fucked up. Fully fucked up. All my dreams got vanished. ( like Ali's dream in dhoom 2). I was devastated. I was in a dilemma to whether continue or stop talking. I didn't know what made me to continue talking to her because I usually quit at that sort of incidence. She talked very sweetly that night. I thought she was happy over getting committed. I said," Today even your words are smiling" ( my first one liner[bad though]). She said, "what made you think so". I said,"relationship status". She said yes and went off.

Cut to real talk (nov 24 2008)

P.S: Please put nenjukul peidhidum from now on
The day my exam got over and had an arrear left. First time i felt very confident of clearing all exams. Thanks to her. Lady luck i thought. To be precise MY lady luck. After the exam got over went to Varanam Ayiram at Kamala along with Lokesh, Arun and his relative. The film was fabulous. Then had a chat with her for some time. My first long chat with her. I was talking like how Surya did to Sameera. When i asked her " how good are you studies" she answered that she's pretty good. That confident reply made me think that she's Sameera. My real Sameera (i'm not suriya though). I lost sleep for some time though was very tired. That was the first real sigh on love.